I can't stop thinking .

What if I don't get a good results ,

Will they kick me out of the college ? 

What should I do ? 

Where should I go to pursue my study ? 

I'm a failure .

I have dissappoint both of my parents .

I don't deserve to live in this world .

I screwed up the chances that was given to me .

I am slowly becoming a useless person .

I have done nothing right .

I feel like I don't have any real talent .

I do not know what else to do .

I am hoping someone would help me to figure this out but I know it is useless .

I'm scared to talk to my parents .

I'm scared to see their reactions .

I do not know how to face my parents anymore .

I just want to run away from everyone .

I want to hide .

Hiding in a place where no one could find me .

Or else I will become insane .

I hope Allah s.w.t will show me the right path . 

I believe Allah s.w.t is the best planner , He knows what is the best for us .