//Almas Nazihah

Regret
Friday, 21 December 2012 | 19:53 | 0 CRITIQUES

I refuse to regret what I've done in my life because If I did not through what I did then I wouldn't be the person I am today.But.This feeling of Regret still haunt me.You know.Oh wait,you don't know.You see,Imagination is a part of my life.I have my own "high school life" dream.It just that everything doesn't seems to go the way I want.I should have done better during High School.How I wish I could turn back time to my First day of High School.Unfortunately I can't.How I wish I can be like a young lady named Sakura,a character created by my mind.I never tell anyone else before because they might thought I'm weird or creepy.The fact that I am weird is true,everyone knows that.I don't mind it because I never give a damn about what those people want to think or say or whatsoever.You see I daydreamed a lot since I was a little girl.I tend to daydreamed about being someone else and even make up a little stories in my head,It used to keep me entertained for hours.When I was young,I would even act out some scenes from my mind like an emotional situation or action scene,Lol me.I think that entertained me more that anything else.I guess I do am a little weird,I never actually pretended to be someone else in real life,It's just a way for me to escape Boredom and pretend I am someone else or having different and more exciting life from my own life.For some reason this is the truth.I can't remember how many characters I've made but Sakura is the only character that I don't want to let go.Her life is perfect,just perfect,The storyline I made for her is what I've dream for..All the stuff I want to do but unable to in real life,I give it to Her..She lives inside of me.I never control Her life,I be Her and enjoy every sec of my life as Her.This is somehow the reason why I prefer being alone because I never feel like I'm alone.I remembered those days in high school when I tend to sit far away from others or not talking with my friends or being so quiet..They were like "hey,come and join us" "hey,what happened?" "hey,no need to be foreveralone.." "are you sick?" and I was like..o...kay..I really prefer living in my own world,no drama,peaceful,lot of friends,beautiful scenery,just a perfect world to live.LOL! This is the real me so yeah Deal with it.By now,I think I can actually make a book about Sakura's life.Pfff-I'm talking nonsense so just ignore those if you can't accept the truth xd -English Fail- 
Back to the title..



Currently I'm reading Sugar and Spice (AGAIN!..-sigh-..But the story is pretty exciting with friendship,love,betray and drama everywhere //giggle) I need a new book like seriously I need one or two or three or just buy it for me anyone,lol D: 
Can somebody buy for me The Hunger Games : Catching fire and Mockingjay :'C I want to read it badly!!! //HungerGamesDieHardFan <3
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE SECOND HUNGER GAMES MOVIE TO COME OUT,PLEASE JUST PLEASE RELEASE IT ASAP,I WANT TO WATCH IT :3



The day before yesterday,me and my cousins and also my aunt went to One Utama to watch The Hobbit : The Unexpected Journey :3
I wanted to watch the movie since before the movie was even released and Finally..:')
Some of my friends watched it earlier than me but who cares,at least I managed to watch it in cinema instead of online ! LOL xD


The truth is,I actually envy the main character in The Hobbit,Bilbo Baggins.
How I wish I can run away from doing the same boring daily routine and have some adventure and fun just like Bilbo Baggins.Travel and discover something new would be so much fun :3
I want to live in Bilbo Baggin's house o 3o
Love it some much,everything about it,just loooooveee~<3
If and only if I can build one and live there forever and ever without no one to give a damn about my life,Just me and Food and sketchbook and music and books.. x3



Watching Gandalf in the Hobbit reminds me of Dumbledore and I was like screaming in my mind "OMG! DUMBLEDORE IS STILL ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE!"
O..kay Now I miss Harry Potter :( //shed tears


Oh I'm going to Comic Fiesta tomorrow at KLCC!
Gaaaaaaaah so excited :3 
If I'm not lazy (pray that I won't),am going update bout it tomorrow night C:

Oh today is 21.12.2012 :o

Doomsday ?
Earthquakes ?
Volcano Erruptions ?
Tsunami ?
Black out ?
End of the world ?

-open curtains-

Nope,
I can see a wonderful morning.

Thy can barely predict the weather,
They suck Big Time.

credit to my twinnie,lol,I thought the same thing too xD

Allah s.w.t says in the Qur'an that only He knows when the world will end.All these things remind us how far we really are from Allah's knowledge so let all of us pray and serve Allah s.w.t and be a better Muslims.

-END-thq

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