//Almas Nazihah

Hello December :)
Thursday, 1 December 2011 | 23:50 | 0 CRITIQUES
Assalammualaikum.
Yo-hao :)


So Yeah..Today is 1st December 2011 :)
Say Goodbye to November.
Now that its already December and a few more week am going to be a SENIOR B)
Well..There's nothing great about being a Senior though :l
Kay.Maybe a little bit "Great" when you're in year 6.
But Absolutely Not when you're in Form 5 -.-
Urm.I'm starting my senior year of High School in 4 more weeks,
and I'm kind of just realizing how quickly that's going to go by.
I'm starting to get a little worried about having to apply for university/college.
Also my SPM results.
U.U That's definitely going to be a stressful and tough time for me..:(

This will Probably be the last time I go to school with my friends. *sigh*
Although I do kinda hated going to school,I honestly love my school :")
yeahx3 I'm actually really looking forward to University/college.
Sure,it'll probably be stressful at times,but being independent and having more
freedom will probably be better in the long run.....:D

However I've a big problems right now :/

1. I'm still confuse about my future!
Ouh.I'm doing some research on the internet and I found this..




OMFG.I Had the same problem he had o.O
I also dreamed of a career in some type of art industry.
I Love to draw,I Love arts,I Love all about Fashion.
And plus I really want to study abroad.Lol.
Just read what he wrote and yeah I've been thinking the same too..:"
*uhh sorry for my bad English*
What should I do ? I mean seriously "PLEASE HELP ME!"
nahh nevermind.
Just forget about it.
I should concentrate on my studies first.BUT Gaaahh!! There's no time left =="


Sleep.Wake Up.Go to school.Home.Sleep.Wake Up.Exam.Sleep.Wake Up.
Go to School.Home.Sleep.Wake Up.SPM.Sleep.Wake Up.Results.Sleep.Wake Up.Die.


2. Based on my results this year,I think I'm in a big big TROUBLE!


Being a looser among your friends,don't you think you just want to Disappear ?
Ouh Okay,Maybe Not.
I'm not telling you guys that I already gave up but....
err I Dunno.
Eh eh I do tried my best okay.
"BEST KEPALAHOTAK KAU =.="
I Hate when everyone kept telling me..
1. "tak pe2 okay la ni"
2. "Okay la ni,lagipon bukannya exam sebenar"
3. "Almas kan pandai,boleh buat punya"
4. "Alaaa ni bukannya exam betol2 pon"
5. "result almas mestilah tak terok sangat sebab almas kan pandai"
6. "Almas kan kelas 4ADIL,mestilah pandai"


Yeah.Yeah.Yeah.Yeah.Yeah..
I'm sick of all these..:/
I know they just wanted to make me felt good.
*okay,seriously am crying right now but..who cares.."
I think this is the first time I Ever felt like this.
I'm Okay.I'm Okay.I'm Okay.
My results were not that bad you know.
Its not like I got All FAIL! I Didn't get any FAIL for my Final Exam btw.
It just that My Besties and close friends are more clever and doing better than me.
So..I feel kind of left out in a way.
Every time they talked and compared their results among themselves..
What Would You Feel When Your Results Aren't That Good To..well you know..?
As for me,I Just SHUT UP at that moment and walked away.
No,I'm not hurting anyone Kay.
Just nak luahkan semua yang terpendam selama ni so I can Start a New Life..:)
Asal ayat feeling2 plak utk post kali ni,uhh sakainya -.-


Anyway,I will do My Best for SPM! *FIGHTING*
I'll try my best and One day for sure I'll Surpass my RIVAL! :)
InsyaAllah..:)
'Semua Orang dah diconfirmkan kan yang "Setiap orang di dalam dunia ni,semuanya pandai-pandai belaka cuma kepandaian setiap orang tu bergantung pada kerajinan,keyakinan dan kepercayaan dia" Betol tak ? Betol tak ? Main buat jer ayat nieh :3'


Anyway I found this Quotes and I Loveee it so much <3


"You are the servant,He is the Master.Prayers come from you,answers come from Him.
Abstinence comes from you,protection comes from Him.Repentance comes from you,
Acceptance comes from Him.Go towards him walking,He will come to you running."


It Shows the love that can exist between the believer and Allah S.W.T..:)


-AlmasNazihah-



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